everempty | INBOX

I love you, too.

What prompted that?

this. all of this.

i don't like how apart we are.

How do you mean? Physically right now? Because I can come over.

no

although, yes

i mean i just miss you
we were together all the time before, and we can't be now, even if we tried to be. they wouldn't let us, because we're not contracted

I know how you mean.

It's strange not being with you all the time.... and these contracts don't make it any easier now.

i can't believe i didn't know you wanted to be a cook.

I have far too much time on my hands right now.

yeah, you have all of it

that's what i always wanted for you, except i wanted to show you the world, and instead. i'm missing it.

I'm sorry... admittedly I could do more to try to tell you these things.

hey this isn't your fault

this isn't anyone's fault, except for the fact that we're not like. joined at the hip anymore

There's probably someone here who could magically do that for us if you were so inclined.

But I understand what you mean. It is odd not being with you all the time.

You knew me when I didn't even know myself. You were literally there to witness and guide my making. You've... literally been my entire world since my first human memories.

i know

i remember you, that first time we met. you didn't remember anything, you had no idea where you were from or what your name was

and yet you were so full of life
and you were warm, and kind, and you got more alive every single day

i miss it
i miss when it was just us.
and i know that's stupid because all we kept doing was trying to get out
and it's not fair. because you deserve to have a world that's more than just me, i shouldn't miss how it was.
but i do.

Nate...

I don't want a world that's more than just you.

Sure things are nicer now that I don't have to fear you're going to be consumed at any second and we don't have to hide in the back of stores.

But I'd live that life with you any day over going to school to learn how to cook.

I just.... want you. I love you.

i love you

i want to be with you.

i just

idk.
could we like meet up every day maybe
even if it's only for an hour or two
i don't want to go days without seeing you, i want to talk about everything. i don't want to miss all the new things you're becoming, i want to be there for all of it.