There's probably someone here who could magically do that for us if you were so inclined.
But I understand what you mean. It is odd not being with you all the time.
You knew me when I didn't even know myself. You were literally there to witness and guide my making. You've... literally been my entire world since my first human memories.
i remember you, that first time we met. you didn't remember anything, you had no idea where you were from or what your name was
and yet you were so full of life and you were warm, and kind, and you got more alive every single day
i miss it i miss when it was just us. and i know that's stupid because all we kept doing was trying to get out and it's not fair. because you deserve to have a world that's more than just me, i shouldn't miss how it was. but i do.
idk. could we like meet up every day maybe even if it's only for an hour or two i don't want to go days without seeing you, i want to talk about everything. i don't want to miss all the new things you're becoming, i want to be there for all of it.
none of them are my demons like you are and you have nothing to be jealous about. i love you so much, thorn. all that time we spent together? nothing competes with that.
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this isn't anyone's fault, except for the fact that we're not like. joined at the hip anymore
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But I understand what you mean. It is odd not being with you all the time.
You knew me when I didn't even know myself. You were literally there to witness and guide my making. You've... literally been my entire world since my first human memories.
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i remember you, that first time we met. you didn't remember anything, you had no idea where you were from or what your name was
and yet you were so full of life
and you were warm, and kind, and you got more alive every single day
i miss it
i miss when it was just us.
and i know that's stupid because all we kept doing was trying to get out
and it's not fair. because you deserve to have a world that's more than just me, i shouldn't miss how it was.
but i do.
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I don't want a world that's more than just you.
Sure things are nicer now that I don't have to fear you're going to be consumed at any second and we don't have to hide in the back of stores.
But I'd live that life with you any day over going to school to learn how to cook.
I just.... want you. I love you.
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i want to be with you.
i just
idk.
could we like meet up every day maybe
even if it's only for an hour or two
i don't want to go days without seeing you, i want to talk about everything. i don't want to miss all the new things you're becoming, i want to be there for all of it.
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Every night, let's meet. Talk about our days. Be close.
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that would be better, that would feel better
can't miss each other if we're right there
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technically 4 if you count that old plague demon i used to live with
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please, he barely even had a rank
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none of them are my demons like you are
and you have nothing to be jealous about. i love you so much, thorn. all that time we spent together? nothing competes with that.
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I know, Nate. Nothing will ever compare to that time. I love you so much.
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you've got to know you're much, much sexier than a plague demon too. i mean it's not even worth comparing.
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the glow up was real with you
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i'd love to know how you managed to just look like. perfect, though
like was that intentional
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No. There was no intentionality. I'm actually not certain how it is that this was how I ended up looking...
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