No, I believe you. I'm just trying to be honest so we know what we're working with.
Not that I've found. Yet. I wouldn't give up hope, though.
I don't know the answer to that last question. But I will say Ineroth is a demon prince of gluttony that has existed since the start of time. I don't believe he can be killed. And if we could be separated... what would I be unleashing? Would I then be responsible for all the devastation he causes afterwards that I could have stopped? Unless I could guarantee Ineroth's death, I don't think it wise I leave him untethered.
Good. I'm glad we're on the same page with that. I haven't talked to anyone but Nate about this, and honestly? I didn't tell him I was going to talk to you today either. I wanted a chance for us to talk.
He's a huge part of me though and someone I love and I want to do what I can for him. Which means we're going to work this out. Failure is not an option.
There's a lot of energies here to work from. It's worth trying.
I can understand that. I did talk to him about bindings. For him. Just to give you as much as we can to be who you want to be and have been with Nate.
Ah. That explains it, as I would have expected him to tell you to avoid me.
But we can agree on that. Failure is not an option. I will certainly explore other kinds of energies. You're right, there's more variety to choose from here.
I'm not opposed to the option of binding, but I'd just want to be careful of it. I don't want others getting hurt trying to solve my problems, either. I don't have access to Hell here. I can't sequester myself to protect others as easily.
Honestly? I'm not sure he would. Least I hope he wouldn't. He isn't one to give up on you and I think if we're going to help you, we all need to be here for you.
How is it you feed from people? Which if I'm asking too much for a stranger, say so. I am a problem solver, so if I can find a way, I will.
That's why we'll be here for you. I don't think this is something that can be done alone and while I don't have the kind of powers that may be needed, I'm here for you. Even if it means getting hurt.
Not that I really want to die here but two years is a good run.
I just wasn't certain he believed I wasn't Ineroth... Thought he might want others away on pure chance I was lying.
As for feeding, physical touch. Any sort of physical touch. It's mostly willful, but admittedly I've noticed my control strains more in sexual activity. A bit distracted...
Let's avoid getting hurt. Either of us, but particularly the one of us who's an innocent in this.
Maybe you are. Maybe you aren't. We aren't going to find out by pushing you away. And more than that, we're not going to help you stay Thorn by pushing you away.
Which could be a problem here, yeah. I think a big thing for you will be trying to avoid missing quota. If they drug you to force you to make it, what happens then? Not good.
I am all for avoiding it, but in the end? It's about doing what we need to for everyone. I really believe we're not going to make it through this place alone.
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Whether you believe it or not, I really am.
So the only thing that fulfills you is their soul? There's not other energy that you could feed from?
And you, Thorn, could not survive without him? You're certain?
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Not that I've found. Yet. I wouldn't give up hope, though.
I don't know the answer to that last question. But I will say Ineroth is a demon prince of gluttony that has existed since the start of time. I don't believe he can be killed. And if we could be separated... what would I be unleashing? Would I then be responsible for all the devastation he causes afterwards that I could have stopped? Unless I could guarantee Ineroth's death, I don't think it wise I leave him untethered.
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I wanted a chance for us to talk.
He's a huge part of me though and someone I love and I want to do what I can for him.
Which means we're going to work this out. Failure is not an option.
There's a lot of energies here to work from. It's worth trying.
I can understand that.
I did talk to him about bindings.
For him. Just to give you as much as we can to be who you want to be and have been with Nate.
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But we can agree on that. Failure is not an option. I will certainly explore other kinds of energies. You're right, there's more variety to choose from here.
I'm not opposed to the option of binding, but I'd just want to be careful of it. I
don't want others getting hurt trying to solve my problems, either. I don't have access to Hell here. I can't sequester myself to protect others as easily.
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He isn't one to give up on you and I think if we're going to help you, we all need to be here for you.
How is it you feed from people? Which if I'm asking too much for a stranger, say so.
I am a problem solver, so if I can find a way, I will.
That's why we'll be here for you.
I don't think this is something that can be done alone and while I don't have the kind of powers that may be needed, I'm here for you. Even if it means getting hurt.
Not that I really want to die here but two years is a good run.
... that's mostly a bad joke.
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As for feeding, physical touch. Any sort of physical touch. It's mostly willful, but admittedly I've noticed my control strains more in sexual activity. A bit distracted...
Let's avoid getting hurt. Either of us, but particularly the one of us who's an innocent in this.
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And more than that, we're not going to help you stay Thorn by pushing you away.
Which could be a problem here, yeah.
I think a big thing for you will be trying to avoid missing quota. If they drug you to force you to make it, what happens then? Not good.
I am all for avoiding it, but in the end? It's about doing what we need to for everyone.
I really believe we're not going to make it through this place alone.