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[guylining]

i think i would too.

[everempty]

I love you, Nate. That hasn't changed.

[guylining]

i love you too

i know there's a lot
and i know what i said about being scared

just because it's complicated doesn't make the love part not true

[everempty]

I know.

Trust me, no one understands better than I do how complicated this all is.

[guylining]

i know

i mean, not to mention that i warned like all my boyfriends and 3 dads about you
so there's also that

[everempty]

It's not out of hand to do so. I'm not entirely safe.

[guylining]

yeah.

but the more you talk, the more you just sound like thorn.

[everempty]

I wish I was still just Thorn...

[guylining]

i tried, right?

[everempty]

Tried what?

[guylining]

to separate you

[everempty]

You and Anna did.

It's just not possible.

[guylining]

yeah.

i've got to say tearing souls apart doesn't really sound like good magic anyway
it's surprising enough that you ever did that to yourself and survived.

[everempty]

Well I'm a demon so I don't have a soul. It's more of... an essence.

It's different. But it was difficult and trust me. Ineroth and I would both love if we could simply repeat the same process.

[guylining]

while i would love to have the uncomplicated love of my life back

it'd mean ineroth was free with no barriers

we can't do that

[everempty]

True.

That is part of my hope. That I can restrict Ineroth to the bare necessities at the least.

[guylining]

its like you said

it's still your nature
you're a part of the natural order, you're supposed to do what you do

[everempty]

It is. Much to my constant joy.

[guylining]

well

fuck it i was never very invested in doing what i was supposed to do anyway

if i can find a way, thorn. i'll keep trying.

[everempty]

If only I could say I was shocked to hear you bucking the rules.

[guylining]

see, you do know me.

[everempty]

Oh that was never in question. I know you intimately, Nate.

[guylining]

oh i know. believe me, having all that knowledge in ineroth's hand was no small part of what scared me.

[everempty]

You saved me in there.

It's my turn to protect you. Even from myself.

[guylining]

you saved me in there too

i would've gone mad if it wasn't for you. you kept me sane. you kept me focused on everything that was worth fighting for.